Thursday, September 24, 2009

Partly Cloudy

Two minutes before I'm set to leave and I decide that I want to blog.

I've been so unpredictable lately, a lot like the freaking weather. It's scorching sunlight one minute and torrential downpours the next. It's been ruining my outfits, haha. I don't even know what to wear anymore, and my bag contains more of my wardrobe than my school stuff--shades, a pair of slippers in case it floods, and a jacket. Yes, unpredictable like the weather. So unpredictable that even I don't know what to expect from me anymore.

I'd rather not go into the details of my life right now, as I'm tired of my stories--and so are the people whom I've been dumping on for the last two weeks (thanks friends). If anything must be said about my life, it's pretty fine. Steady progress. I'm actually starting to feel the demands of schoolwork, the unique pressure that only the last weeks of a semester can impose on a student. Yeah, I'm looking forward to sem break and I want to get things over with.

Oh, and yeah, I've been tumbling too. Visit it if you want. I'm just reblogging stuff all the time anyway.

So there. Hello life. I'm generally at peace with it and with myself right now, save for the questions that I can't help but ask sometimes. Mostly they start with why. But hey, no use in beating myself over it. I still hate not understanding, but over the last couple of years I've learned to accept the fact that there are some questions you'll never get the answers to. And some questions you don't want to know the answers to, as well.

So I'm fine with lazy afternoons like this one--watching a blinding setting sun that reminds me of the Little Prince though my bedroom window, or some place where I'm hanging out. John Mayer, The Weepies, Dave Matthews Band, and the Goo Goo Dolls are singing to me, while my head feels heavy and drunken with thoughts I don't feel the need to think about. I just let them float around.

Me too. I'm still afloat, and I'm perfectly fine. And the world spins madly on.

8 comments:

citybuoy said...

congrats! we both made it! :D you might wanna know. :D

rz fortajada said...

Hey, thank you. :) Kakakita ko lang din today. :D

Best of luck to all of us. :)

citybuoy said...

yup yup! haha nakita ko yung sidebar mo. not such a long shot, eh? hehe

citybuoy said...

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"I've learned to accept the fact that there are some questions you'll never get the answers to. And some questions you don't want to know the answers to, as well."

completely agree. very well said. hmm.. i kinda miss listening to john mayer. he's got a new song out, ah. have you listened to it?

Koji A. Iizuka said...

Stumbled on your blog, and I am very impressed. You inspire me :)

rz fortajada said...

@citybuoy: haha, I'm just so happy to be a finalist.:D

May bago ba si John Mayer? What's it called? :)

rz fortajada said...

@Koji: hello, thanks for dropping by. :) Saw your blog too, I'm following it na. I enjoyed reading it. :D

citybuoy said...

hey koji! :D

@rz - it's called who says. this* is a webrip from his website. it's a nice song!

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